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*Sorry, I have to get going for now. If my Internet comes up tomorrow mourning, I'll comment the rest of you back tomorrow, and once again; please forgive me & don't send me bomb threats for not commenting back as much...Err...Yeah, so here's the update*

Forgive me for abandoning the xanga...I’m not sure how much I like it now.   Haha, don’t worry-I’m still going to be updating…Just not as often. I’ll probably be posting an update once a week (On Friday), throughout the school year. This entry is pretty much just a picture I made + Band of the day + Some other random stuff I put together & into a piece of crap update that took up around 10 minutes. Ehh, I don’t have the time for my old ‘every other day’ updateness.  Also luckily for those who don’t feel like reading my updates for hours on end; I’ll be posting my music reviews on myspace so I don’t have anymore monsterly huge updates.   But…I’m sorry. Myspace ownz xanga now.

Yah-har. Anyway, I’m on my last week of Summer vacation, so I’ve been doing a little more to get ready. Bleh. Oh well. Haha, Monday I went to the gym and Guitar Center; and while I was there they were playing thee everly so redneck’d, “She thinks my Tractor’s sexy”song! Hahaha, that song has got to have the best lyrics since, like…Red neck Women. Joy’s O’ redneck radio.  Oh yeah, Friday me and a few friends went and saw Taledaga Nights. LOL. Amazingly stupid movie. One of the best I’ve seen in a while…Plus two minutes after we got to the theater; a police officer stopped me and my friends, and he gave us a 10 minute talk which ended by him saying that he could give us handcuffs & throw us in the back of his police car. Heh. We didn’t even do anything...this time.  And I also have some crazy hives. Gwrah.  These things are gangsta. And they hurt.

Anyway, Sunday I ended up posting this little bit on myspace...For the most part; this is already worked out, But I thought that I ought to post it on xanga as well. It’s simply how I’ve been feeling throughout the summer. I’ve deleted some of it now, because I don’t feel it was necessary; but here you go:

I doubt that this will make much sense, but if you could read trough this, it'll mean a lot to me...I tried posting this earlier, but my computer deleted it, so this version will make even less sense, but please bear with it. I haven't been myself this summer...One or two of you have noticed this. Dangit. This summer I've had some of the highest moments in my life; as well as some of the lowest. I've become further from almost all my friends-And Ive become closer to a few of you. But now...I simply feel numb.

Heh...Im not that bad at writing, yet I have no idea how I could write or tell you how I feel now. Bleh. Pretty much I feel as though My friends, School, Church, Family, Faith, Summer, My own life...They've all been crashing down & Falling apart; and they've left me feeling even more empty than ever. One way I've been trying to fill this emptiness has been by talking to you guys...My friends. However it will never truly work like this. Even the ones I put my trust in most have let me down and left me with an even bigger hole. And through this all; I've been paying less attention to my own faith...My God...The only one who can fill this emptiness. Dangit, why cant I finally do something right?

I've been filling this hole with everything I can find. I didn't want anyone to know how I feel, but Ive got to let it out now. This mourning was a big one. I was feeling worse then usual, so I talked to a few friends online. I decided against being serious & decided that I needed a good laugh. Well...I didnt need that. Now I just have an extra headache and a "Dangit. I need to fix my friendship with these 5 now" feeling. No. I know what I need, but I cant seem to focus at all on God now. I need a break from it all. I'm broken. I'm worthless.

If you even bothered reading this; I give you my thanks. It feels weird going from this-to something completely random (Read my last bulletin for an example), but I had to get this out of me. I doubt most of this update was in anyway understandable, but all that I ask is that you pray for me. Thank you.

-Sean

Anyhow, luckily that Sunday ended a lot better then I though it would. (Thank you Kate, Rebecca, Ryan, Hannah, Ryan, Julee, Nate, and Britany) So for the most part this is all worked out; but I thought that you ought to know what has been going on.

Lol, but as I said in my last entry; I’ll start posting my music reviews on myspace so it’ll save me from having thee foreverly long entries.  Linkage. *New reviews include a full review for Ten Thousand Fists by Disturbed, Dragontown by Alice Cooper, and Chaotic Resolve by Plumb. Check out thee cheesy goodness!

Band(s) of the day: Flyleaf. Holy crap, how long did it take them to get how big they are now?? Heck, a year ago I saw them with 'The Chemistry' at the basement-And only around 15 were there.  Hah, that was a really good show actually. Click the link for an old review I did for it. Hahah, I guess they got a little bit more popular.  They jumped from being one of the first bands to play at the HM stage at cornerstone in 05-To being at the mainstage at C-stone 06, they’ve gone on tour with everyone from KoRn to Stained, and that venue I saw them at last year-Well they played there again in this past Spring-And the show sold out almost two weeks before the show. But enough about how popular they are; The question is are they actually good? Hm...Well they’re defiantly one of the better Hard Rock bands at the time. Honestly their Drummer, guitarists, and Bassist aren’t anything special-So I’ll just jump to Lacy’s vocals, eh? Haha, she’s good-Although when you’ve heard her CD well over 30 times, they defiantly get a little old.  But the band’s far from your average modern rock band, and it’s nice to see them topping Trapt on the radio charts.  (Overall rating: 7.3/10)

Oh yeah, but one more thing on Flyleaf: If you think that they’re ‘Sooo kewl cuz Lacy can screeeam!!’, Try checking out some bands such as Arch Enemy, Deborah, or Bloodlined Calligraphy for girls who can really scream.

Other bands I’ve been listening to: Disturbed, Alice Cooper, Plumb, Flogging Molly, Dropkick Murphy’s, Linkin Park, Emperor, Carcass, As I lay Dying, Tourniquet, Slayer, #12 looks like you, Iced Earth, Believer, and Dogwood.

This weekend my family’s having a garage sell on both Friday and Saturday, so be sure to try to come out and buy some random crap from me! Hiek yeh! I’m selling a gazillion Beanie Babies. Fo’ sho. Also on Saturday my little brother’s having has everly so Happy Birthday party.  Should be a happy day? And one more thing before I end this not so fine update; Xanga really is dying…I’m even using myspace more now.  Yes I know, I’m a traitor.  Oh well. I’ll be editing both my Myspace & xanga this weekend (I’ll be editing my profile, adding new music, and adding a simple layout) Rawr! So check back next Friday for a new update. Comment(s)? prettyplease??